I really am sorry

I don't regret what happen in my life coz... those has make me who I am now and everyday I'm trying to be a better person, but I'm still a human being... and sometimes it just slipped.

Few days ago I was hospitalized and I felt so bad... not for my sickness but for my loneliness, I pity myselve and those feeling made me so down. I was angry & dissapointed; so I decided to give up one thing that I've been trying to holding on; and... it turned out worst... Because of what I did, I've been asked if I really close with Jesus or Satan. I felt so quilty coz I knew I dissapointed my God.

Fortunately, my cousin asked for gathering in Him after office hour, and that what I needed... When we're worshiping I felt peace... and I heard words saying: "No... you're not as bad as you think you are or someone else thinks... I'm the one who really know you!" :)

I feel better now.... and my spirits goes up again.... I know.... I'm not alone... HE's with me, always.

Holiday.... Trip to Bali & Honoris

We went to Bali for 4 day... Me, my kids, brother, cousins, friends. It was fun... we spent di Hotel Studio, small hotel but very nice. I updated my tattoo so... Anes won't say it's "tompel" anymore hehehehe.



Unfortunatly... I got sick there.... but didn't reduce the fun for the rest of us. Friday afternoon, July 20, we flied back home to Jakarta. Next morning, Ella & Seung went back to State, while me... still cuddle with my blanket, hope evertything would be fine & can go to work on monday. But... when I went to see a doctor on Tuesday night, she asked me to check in to the hospital :D well.... I still need another holiday I quess... so...... Honoris.... here I came!!!!

My trombosil was so low, only 24, the next day even worst only 11. But after that day... everthing much-much better, went up to 73 and today 153, that's why I can be realiased from hospitas, today. Thanks GOD

BBQ

Saturday, July 14 '07, small gathering for Ella & Seung.

It's BBQ time.... and it's fun fun & fun. Rina... Never stop eating.... :P

Ps: I'll be in Bali from Tuesday till Friday.

Semarang City

Sabtu pagi jam 10.50 aku dan rombongan terbang ke Semarang untuk menghadiri acara "Malam Dedikasi Holy Stadium" - Peresmian gereja yang di gembalai oleh Pdt. Petrus A. Purnomo, terletak di Jl. Arteri Utara Komples Grand Marina, Semarang.

Setiba di Semarang, kita langsung menuju restoran untuk makan siang. Acara diadakan pada pukul 5, so kita ke hotel dulu untuk check in & istirahat.

Pukul 4 kita berangkat menuju ke Holy Stadium. Acara dimulai pukul 5. He's the King of Majesty, Halleluyah!! Holy Stadium adalah gereja yang dibangun dengan kuasa-NYA, dari pembelian tanah, perizinannya & pembangunannya. Berkapasitas 30.000 orang, luar biasa....

Kita menginap di Semarang untuk 1 malam & kembali ke Jakarta hari minggu sore. Sebelum ke airport, kita mengunjungi Pdt. Yusak untuk berbincang2.

Sunday

Sunday, July 01 '07
Spent time with my boys, swimming at Puri with my brother & Ivan, then we went to Arang 22, Korean Restaurant, for lunch, yummy.....!! (Rina... tenggorokan-nya bengkok hehehe) After lunch we stop by at Electronic City, I bought some movie, light one... that won't cause me stress :)

Poor... Ivan, duty called & he needed to be in the office, so... we spent the rest of the day without him. While I was updating my website, Dimi played his games & Telis cuddled himself in sofa. After that we decided to watch some movie.

We watched "the wedding date," it's a good movie, light & entertaining. The guy's last sentence was so.... touching... "...I rather fight with you than making love with someone else..." oh.... I wish someone could say that to me... with prove & action of course :)

At past 10 pm, I decided to go back home... almost had an accident, cars infront of me stop suddenly & the traffic in highway to my place so bad. So I decided to take the Airport Highway, it's my first time... fortunately I made it. There's always the first time for everything, right!