I'm strong but part of me still weak.. I did let it go but part of me still hopping.. although it's only a small part but it's still bothering.. hurting.. & holding me back.. God has shown me lots of things.. I can fight no more but surrender.. I don't wanna ask for it & I will not pray about it.. It's all up to YOU.. ...& God.. I'm ready.. I believe YOU know what best for me..